Some Strange Dreams
All good.
Last night I had a dream where Twomad was still alive and he came over to my house.
I hugged him and couldn't stop crying. I was begging him to tell me if this was real and he assured that it was.
He wasn't in character, and he was just being nice.
I felt relieved and happy.
It felt very real. It was fact.
I was and still am a fan of him. He was an addict, and lost his life to his addiction. It's been a while since he passed away, but I still think about how tragic his passing was.
I've had similar dreams with loved ones and friends who have passed away. It's always bittersweet, because I get to see them again in a way.
All cheap.
After I woke up, I had dry crusty eyes and had to pry them open with my fingers. I got some water after, wrote the dream down on my phone and went back to bed.
Then I was in a mixture of home depot and bestbuy (in my dream). A cashier offered me a 4090 GPU with the mobo for $50.
I asked why and if he was serious, and he said something about the holidays and nobody was buying this set.
I bought it, walked out stoked, then woke up disappointed again.