A Guide on Buying Lubrication.
Just Buy J-Lube.
It's the weekend. I just got back from a bike ride - reloaded my old bus pass card, hung out with the homie, and got a good leg pump in.
Starting this Monday is my dopamine detox. I'm going to try to live as a human would've lived before the golden age of the smartphone. I might get a cheap mp3 player for longer bike rides - hopefully those exist still.
My ultimate plan for self-inflicted unemployment is this:
- No booze or dope.
- No youtube for entertainment.
- No online-gaming.
- No over consumption of quick fix media (music and movies)
- No participating in Discord channels.
- At the end of every day write in a journal.
- Phone is just for calling. Replying to texts is okay.
- Treat every weekday like a workday, working on development.
- Keep my cave clean.
- Ride every morning.
- Go to bed at 10 and get up at 6.
I'm going to (sparingly) play the games that inspire me, and effectively steal ideas from them. I'll use youtube as a resource, not a TV.
Another goal is to get over my fear of public transit. I'm close enough to a BRT route that's cheap and fast to get to neighboring cities and friends. I'm just a little bit of a wiener.
No more relying on will-power to perform basic tasks. I will become a regular, romantic, motivated human. I love making art, music, stories and games. I just dick around so much that doing these things feel like chores now.
I'm hoping I can fix the chemical balance in my brain with a little tough love.
My close friend is also willing to participate in the detox with me, so we can hold each other accountable. I'm thankful that I have someone in my life like that.
My brother is also down.
I'm excited and afraid.
Fuck it though; we ball.
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Also buy a thing of J-Lube if you want unlimited lubricant. Pay no mind to the fact that it was invented for farmers to put their hands inside horse pussy. You can use it I swear haha.